confessionsihave

People say you will feel the most alive when you found true love.
i don't believe that.
I believe the moment in life you will feel the most alive is when you lose something or someone who truly mattered to you.
Losing something is far worse than gaining something.
In that moment you will feel every emotion this world can name, and a few we haven't named yet. You will relive the good times, the bad times.
What will cut your heart the deepest is the knowledge of never getting more good or bad times with this person. In this moment you will for sure know you are alive.
It's a tragic way of seeing life in, but it's sadly true.
Unbearably true.